May 29 2024

Just write.

What am I feeling?

I feel good, I feel naturally gassed. It’s 3:11pm, what would get me excited to work until 6:30 (12 hours)?

Well I have muay thai at 7. But how about for the next 3 hours?

Maybe if I just sit with my eyes closed and do nothing, I will naturally find motivation to continue working. I can drink a redbull and get artificially amped to keep going relentlessly but that does not feel natural.

Can the answer really be to just give and love others? From an outpouring of His love for me? How do I experience that? What if it is as simple as continuing to follow my instincts “Indiana Jones” style, one step at a time?

I did Sales today (eat the frog, low expectations). Is the next step to dream? Spend more “blank time” dreaming?