Journal: Hope

4:33am

What gives me hope? To keep moving forward. To not just quit, but desire passionately in steps?

• Retirement

• 1 full weekend off each month

• Getting married

• Breaking past limits, remembering past limits that were broken

• Growing into church community, social interactions at church and gym

• Hobbies: mtg, blogging, film photo, music production, reading/manga

• Quitting porn, no video/audio apps on my phone

• Trying to get closer to God

• Exercise: crossfit 3x/week, bouldering 1x/week

• Sabbath rest

• Growing in managing/delegating work departments

• Getting back quicker from down peaks of negative “why is everything broken” to positive “this can be fixed, and will improve my life”

• Pressure/encouragement to compete and complete Goals with coworkers, gym members and family

• Getting better at getting/organizing information, finding the signal in noise and executing/completing

• M-Sat morning “Jesus Calling” book